truth.

truth.

fall flub. that's what's going on.

my friends have shot me waves of positivity. must must must let them sink in. 

it's a heart problem, right?

maybe it's the monotony of my daily routine. 

maybe it's because i totally suck as a person? 

i find myself saying sorry a lot these days. 

i'm sorry. to you, blog readers. for depressing you with my entries as of late.

this period of uncertainty is crippling.

even making potential travel plans paralyzes me. 

i hate feeling like this. drained and exhausted from overwhelming emotions.

i admire strong people in my life. Jesus. my parents. my sister. my friends.

i haven't gone through enough in life to warrant feeling like this. 

must control my thoughts, not be controlled by them. 

heart|ache.

God, i used to be such a happy person.

just give me some pie.